I could not get FB to take my paste of my document from word, so this was easeir than typing a new note while pumping....
Thanks everyone for your thoughts and prays for Tempe and our family. I am devoting as much time as I can to being in the room with her and trying to give all my love to her. My friends are updating on here for me so that those of you that are far away can keep us in your prayers. To my friends I have not texted or called back, please know that I love you all, I just can’t get back to everyone. It is really hard to talk about this stuff, so Brandy is doing it for me. She has been up here and heard what the Docs have to say so I don’t have to run through it all. That girl and Lacie are my rocks.
This baby girl is fighting for her life. I don’t want to get technical or to medical, because it is not important. What is important is that this machine is giving her body time to heal, the details are too much to describe. I could touch her and kiss her head today, and that was amazing. I needed my body to connect to hers, so she could feel that her mommy is with her, loving her, and wanting her in my arms.
If you pray, please pray for us. If you meditate or sit in silence, or whatever is your practice, please think of us. I know that God and the entire universe listens when we put our hearts into it.
Ryan and I are doing the best we can. While this is a road we have been on before, it is a much different story. We want what is best for her and at this point only time will tell. I would write more, but my brain is not wanting to put together my thoughts very well. We can’t thank you all enough for your love and support. The docs and Nurses we had at Bloomington Hospital and up here are amazing, caring and thoughtful people, and we would have been lost without them.
